Monday, March 23, 2009

There will be blood

I am a bit sorry that I didn't write an article or a short book about the financial crisis 3-4 years ago.
It is almost unbelievable but back then I was talking and forecasting what is happening now.
In any case I relay hope I get this one wrong but it looks to me that when,( and I assume very fast), the American people will find out the the new " Toxic saving bankers plan " will fail they want remain as quite as they were till now.
Lets hope I am wrong.

Starnge days indeed

Yesterday night I was trying to figure out if I can remember Sadat first visit to Israel.
I think that I can remember something: my father is holding me he is sitting in the coach in front of our old black and white TV and I see Sadadt climbing down from the aeroplane.
Actually I am not so sure that my memory is real.
But in any case it made me think about historical development and how reality is changing in our lifetime.
I defiantly remember the fall of the Berlin Wall, although I didn't care too much back than.
Now I believe we are again in a very crucial moment in the history of man kind.
It is pretty obvious to me that the US is facing its last stand as the sole superpower and although I am not an economic expert the little I know, makes me almost sure that instead of dealing seriously with the economic problems the American government is choosing the easy and most probably wrong way to try to improve the situation.
Very interesting times indeed...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Its "Yu" Again

The funniest/frustrating/ amazing/ craziest/ lovable/ corrupted/ stupid/ wrong/ false/truth/ exciting/ downsizing/ sexy/ unfounded .......is when YU says she doesn't love me.
HA HA HA

Last post for tonight...

So sorry that I don't write a diary, a glance to the black one shows what a wonderful time I had before.
It reminds me all the things I almost forgot, and how I could be if I am young .
It makes me a bit sad of becoming old, I remember how excited I used to be from every little thing that happened in my life: from a Pagoda in the forbidden city to New York for the first time, coming from the airport at 5 AM, a movie of Torantino by myself in cinema Lev in Tel Aviv , a rice pot in the Korean restaurant near my dorm , the desert in Tibet and the river in Mongolia and the blond girl that gave me her number in the Subway of Berlin.
I was so optimistic and so pure,every little thing made me so happy and grateful, now I am so "cold" and cynical.
Wish I was young again...

The black diary

I am reading now my old black dairy,
two things are coming to my mind:
1) I was so dam talented then...What a potential!
2) It was so wonderful to be a single! I totally forgot how great it is.

8 Years with YU

It is already almost 8 years with YU, it is hard even to imagne I had any life before...How could I live with out her?

Pictures

How can I add pictures to my posting?

Monday, March 2, 2009

Boaz birthday

Today is my brother birthday, he was born in 3.3.83.
That day was probably the best day of my life.
I can still recall waking up by my father who came and laid beside me when I was sleeping in the small room in our old house . He held my arm and said so happily " Mazal Tov" you have a little brother!
on the way to school leaving the house I saw him calling my grandmother ,( his mother), and saying so excited to her that she should say " Mazal Tov" to him .
I felt so good....
Now when I am old I start to think that there is another reason but my brother that made me feel so great ...It was my father -I never saw him more happy and excited in my life.

A letter from Elijah

Yesterday night I read in the book " A letter from Elijah" by Rabbi Eliyao Dessler that the only fear someone has in his life is the fear of his sins.
I can't agree more, at least in my life the fears I have are all probably coming from there.
So FDR should have probably say"the only thing we should fear is the sin itself".

This fear again

Feeling this fear in the stomach...The fear of staying alone...