From Tibet to ,( Maybe), Korea

My plan to fly to Korea remained YU of my trip to Tibet.
It happened 8 years ago when we just knew each other for a very brief time.
She was already pregnant with Nami ,( everything happened so fast!), and I was determined to travel to Tibet.
I am not so sure when and where I made the decision to travel to Tibet ,( and afterwords to Nepal and India), but I just know that in May - June 2001 I was not ready to give up at all .
I am very sorry I didn't write a diary during that time because now it is even hard for me to imagine what I told my self when I left YU pregnant in the second month and after knowing her only for such a short time.
It looks so crazy from now, I remember even arguing with her about things I don't want to remind myself of, and other things I said and did that I prefer to forget.

By the way one little detail ,( For you Jing Yi - I know you are reading ), is that I loved Yu so much during this trip, that even when I got sick in India I wasn't worried about myself at all, I was just so concerned about meeting Yu again.
And although at some point I didn't know if I am going to get alive from India, I was much much more worried about Yu and seeing her again.
For the first time in my life I loved someone more than I love myself.