Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Heroes

20 years ago me and Idan going out almost every night,He is driving me back home and always the last song was David Bowie " Heroes ".When the song was over I left the car and went home.We always waited for the song to finish so sometimes we stayed in car in front of my home for few minutes.We were such great friends ....

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Spoke to a friend tonight ,He told me that if he could go back in time he would change many things.What do I think about that?

Lost in music feel so alive.

Got a birthday gift from U a MP4, So exciting....Takes me back to my youth when I used to spend the nights listening and dancing to music.

22 years to 20 years to Sgt Paper

Yesterday in the shower I went back to 1987 when the world celebrated 20 years to Sgt. Paper,I was such a big fan of John Lennon and the Beatles that time and I used t listen to " The Magical Mystery Tour"- A radio program by Yoav Kotner about the Beatles every day.I remember that "20 years ago" sounded to me so far away ages and ages ago, now it is suddenly looks like yesterday or even few hours ago!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Is there Wi Fi on Mars?

Trying ,( and failing),to figure out how could I live ,( especially in China), without the Internet.

37 and 2 days

37 and 2 days - 36 already looks so young.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

getting older in Lido Park

On Wednesday on the way from the swimming pool to the Lido Market, I went to the park.
Usually I am not in such a mode and if I have some time I would go back home to the computer, but Wednesday was something special , the snow and special light made Beijing look like Paris .
The snow is something that is easy to imagine but the light was really something unusual here , we don't have this kind of light in Beijing often, it was very pale one ,a much softer version of the usuall, a feeling of a long twilight in the afternoon.
Even the "soundtrack" of the day was different , maybe it is because of the light or because of the snow that kept people back home, but it was much different than the sound of an aerage afternoon in Beijing.
Lido Park was almost empty when I sat on a bench ,I was staring on the lake breathing the icy air with almost absolute silence around.
Suddenly it came to my head that I am getting so old, not because I am 37 in 2 weeks , but because it is so hard for me to feel like before. Just 10 years ago a similar day in this park will blow my mind, I would feel excited and ideas will fly in my head, imaging things ,making plans for the future, flying a way ....
Now it is so different I am so much unmoved by things happening around me and places and people I see .

I miss being a child ,a young boy that wss so excited from everty little thing.